Its wasnt long till I found a reason to live, a reason to stay on, a reason be apart from the man I love. I found his child, our child, right here in my womb where I feel his heart beat and feel his every movement. I would talk to him, tell him stories about his dad and me, about how we met and how we went on to be in love. Eventhough I ended up in tears every single night while telling Little Samuel our stories, I can feel him comforting me with his heart beat, its like him saying " Momma, please be strong!"

Days like that went on till baby Samuel was born, he looks like his father so much even at this tender age. I couldnt held my tears back when I saw baby Samuel looking at me with those shiny little eyes of his. It touches my hearts as if it was his father who was smiling back at me from heaven.

On his very first day at school, Samuel stood strong and did not cry like other kids because he knows that he is stronger not only at heart but also at mind. Samuel did not dissapoint me at his studies and he worked hard for it eventhough he is a slow learner. Samuel learnt it all from his dad.

Now, Samuel is married with two kids to accompany me at home where I will tell the story of how me and their grandfather met. I am glad that I did not end my life or else I wouldnt have all these wonderful children around me. I still look up to the sky and wonder if he is still looking over us with his cheerful smile.